Slytherin

[IAmSlade]

I don’t understand it
I’m perplexed
Everybody loving life
For money or the sex
I don’t really see the difference so I keep myself in bed
Between love and material
Fuck, I never dread
In the end I say nothing cause
My luck isn’t the best
I come out then I struck out
A hole left in my chest
It’s a test, and I don’t think that I can pass it
Maybe I’m too different from em
Maybe I’m a drag-
Smoke finna drown out
The voices in my conscious
Forgot shit, to live my life
Maybe I should drop it
Shawty too familiar with my head I think I’m out it
What you’re looking for had been abused
So much I think I lost it
Can’t trust another soul
Cause mine is just a profit
The devil is my only way
To pay what I’m entrusted
Miss the life across the ocean
I'm someone nobody fuck with
But it doesn’t help when I be forced to deal
With all the bum shit it’s disgusting

I really wish that I could feel
But for whatever reason every time
I try too much it’s sheer
Pressure on my self esteem it breaks me faster than can heal
What I want is what I need but what I need
Just isn’t real
So I turn to what I see but then I end up in my dreams
Be the spirit or the serpent shit it’s making me believe
That I deserve no fucking body else to hurt or cause a scene
I love you with my heart I wish
That’s something you would keep I said-
(x2)

[IAmSlade & Rey]

Would you keep me away-
Would you let me just stay, inside, tonight
Cause baby it’s cold outside tonight
Forever I’d wait
For you I’d face all pain I can’t maintain
But what if you couldn’t feel the same..