Slowly Loosing

The past we try
Forgetting
Opportunities missed
Regretting
Old friends turn to foes
Walk in the room
You feel the tension
Xanax, lean and
Drug prevention
Friendship?
Left to question
In this life
Got depression
Slowly losing it
State of recession
Addicted to this music
I got an obsession
Look into the mirror
There's no reflection
Slowing loosing
My direction
Blood starts flowing
Hypertension
Family rejection?
No connection
I'm in-depth
There is no height
That's a dimension
Long expand
Like an extension
Death is near
There's no resurrection

Yeh

Did i mention the tension?
Smith & wesson
Teach you lesson
School's in session
Let me show you motherfuckers how to spit like a weapon

Yeh

I be spitting like ak-47, mac-11
No suppression, step in my mind, like inception
Poison in my veins, injection
Aborted babies, that's no protection

Yeh

Feeling sick
Infection
Lost
No directions
Money
Why you flexing
It's a fucking
Blessing
Demons taking over
Possesion
7 deadily sins
Wrath and aggression
Evil deeds
Not in heaven
Water of life
Refreshing
Ddos
No connection
Owing money
Debt collection
Life is hard
Like an erection
Broken
Dysfunction
Spitting bars
Total destruction
Goverment policies
Corruption
Going hard
Like tim duncan
Retired
But still can function
All together
Like a junction
"taken" from home
Abduction
Negative karma
Repercussion
Money hungry?
Fucking russian
Dj sprite
Trying to rush-in
But got left with a
Concussion
Hot bars
In the the oven
My "inner demons" are
Summoned
Linkin park
Numb and
Can't feel you there
Trying to breath
But no i have air

Not fully prepared
I'm lost in despair
Unaware of this life
It's not really fair
Savage, quick-scoping
You can call me dare
Savage like a beast
Ripping and tearing
Like a bear
Chillen
Sitting in my chair
Wondering if god even cares
About my prayers