slowly die

I’m drowning in my haunted life
And I hide the pain in my heart
Wish it ends or never happened
Can I say it out loud?

I’m crying and I love the way
How deep my feelings are
I’m crying and I like it
Deep down in my heart

All this pain shows me I’m alive
(Never forget what you said…, you said to me that night)
Can you let me slowly die?
(And find peace in my mind, finally peace in my mind)

The death that I romanticize
Paranoia and trauma
Are best friends of mine
These two always fantazise
My brain is dead, but harmonized

Nothing feels right
It’s killing me inside
Will you save me or peacefully bury me?

Nothing feels right
It’s itching inside
These creatures will gently devour me

All this pain shows me I’m alive
(Never forget what you said…, you said to me that night)
Can you let me slowly die?
(And find peace in my mind, finally peace in my mind)