Slowing Down

Forget what I was saying bout my back and forth sometimey foolishness
That was just a young mind trying to find truth in his
Need for affection
Blamed it on the music shit
Rappers should date singers and actresses yo that’s ludacris
..And speaking of singers
Me and this famous chick kicked it for a minute
We was both users ‘cause I wasn’t trying to hit it I was trying to get a verse on her album she said its finished
But you still in the studio I don’t get it
She said we just mixing I said bitch you can forget it
Hit it
Now I’m thinking that I did it
She turned into a critic wanna talk about my image
Said my baggy jeans might be keeping me from winning
Songs with a message ain’t gon make it in this business
I just started grinning gave no response
She said you know the pros I’m giving you the cons
Look I know I’m on an indie and I didn’t go gold but you stuck on a major that knows you can’t go bronze
So they ain’t even putting you out
She said you putting me out?
I said you blow but everything out your mouth ain’t good
I’d rather be me and sell a g
Than be you and think the truth is a disease I hit it from the back so she ain’t know if I was coming or going and then I left
Her label dropped her that morning
I’m slowing down
Do you mind if I share?
This chick that I was feeling never rocked her real hair
I said I’m not saying that the weave shit is wrong
I’m just saying be yourself
She said my husband likes it long
I mean my ex, we’re separated
We in her bed, I hesitated
She kissed my neck I elevated
I got upset you never stated that you had a dude and we been rocking twenty weeks
She said its complicated see he knows that I’m a freak
I ran up out that crib and me and her we hardly speak
The moral of the story she’s a cheater
A cheater’s a cat, curiosity kills cats and I murdered her but then I learned from her
I shoulda known
The way she looked so suspicious
When we walked inside the room I saw her hide they fuckin picture
The old Stimuli would a had a lil liquor and made her scream his name I’m insane I’m slowing down
..Now I’m looking deeper
What if that was you, you could be the creeper
Cool dude laid back, telling him about your past
He got a girl, so you thinking he won’t cross your path
Text and flirt here and there y’all joke and laugh
Next thing you know, you hiding our photograph
Nah f–k that I’m growing now, I ain’t waiting for the pain girl im slowing down
And if it sounds like you won by default
…Who cares I’m caught
My young bird quit school to ball out like a model
Said her dream is to be a real housewife on Bravo
Patterning her world after Kandi, Kim and Nene
I ain’t balling, girl at all I understand that when you see me..
Girls know you broke but they still starving
See your wallet get open and they will target
Took her out to dinner so annoying ‘cause her greedy ass just kept ordering, she a
Drill seargent…
Look I’m slowing down
I’m just playing with them stories
But what goes around comes right back and I kinda know that now I’m slowing down I’m slowing down
I’m slowing down