Slower Forms Of Suicide

I wish that you'd stop smoking
I don't like the smell of cigarettes
I watched you throw out a pack and then go dig in the trash
That's when I knew you'd never quit

Big brother is always watching
And I'll teach you just like he taught me

Brownies and blue pop
Your white lighter dropped, we didn't stop
I could have told you but I didn't
Like the lessons that he hath given

How can you justify
The slowest form of suicide
As you choke on smoke
And drink yourself dry?

We can be so much more
Together
You're so indecisive but I've already decided

You wish your brother was still here
You don't like the people in your life, right?
But you've had something special since the day that I met you
That's why I'm taking my time

Our big brother is always watching us
He taught us patience, love and real trust

You're the yellow sun drawn in the corner
The puzzle piece behind the couch I haven't forgotten about
Our time is counting down
Come out, come out, come out, four, three, two

One, the only won
My trophy scars, too blind to see
The broken Basquiat I framed
Hanged in the museum of my memory

And probably becomes destiny

We can be so much more
Together, however
You're so indecisive but I've already decided
Forever in feathers strewn from a guardian angel blighted
Lying hurts
But the truth is worse

The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong

The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong

And you can't do wrong in my eyes
So close to perfect in my mind
But the cigarette smoke reminds
Me of the tire smoke
Reminds me of the bark, how it scratched
Reminds me to stop breathing so heavy
He can see
He's coming for me, one missed call
One new message, ignore it
I want to go home