Slowburn

I've got a name for a certain quarantine
Her name is slowburn, she makes me feel real mean
When I ask why she says I'm caught in a lie
She's got a bad disguise

I ask a question, never got a reaction
I caught a glimpse of a subtle distraction
Instinctive stomach pain, I lie awake in bed awake again
This time it's my revenge

I want to be you, already beaten me
When you are bound I'm free
I'd like to hold you so close you know I'm there
There is no refuge

I've got a name for someone who shouldn't be in my mind
When she's away it seems I can't escape, I'm doing time
Without a place to go I'm lost inside, well no one knows
These rules will have to bend

I want to be you, already beaten me
When you are bound I'm free
I'd like to hold you so close you know I'm there
There is no refuge

This has been a process
And I'm sorry I had to do you in like this
And I can't say how good I feel about it
There was so much, so much that you stole

You took my heart, you're in my soul
But most of all you took my sanity
Now watch while I assess
The situation at hand, this hand has turned into a fist

I want to be you, already beaten me
When you are bound I'm free
I'd like to hold you so close you know I'm there
There is no refuge

I want to be you, already beaten me
When you are bound I'm free
I'd like to hold you so close you know I'm there
There is no refuge

Slowburn