Slip Knots

[Verse]
I'm scratching myself open these days
I got you under my skin
You're so apathetic, that's my best case
'Cause I've always had trouble letting people in
I wanna see you on my own time
We both know that I'm not enough for you
It's part time love, but it's full time truth
I want to be wanted for a moment
Before this slip knot gets loose

[Verse]
I love works of art, but I'm just writing on a page
You're so full of color, I exist in shades of grey
Your confidence brings pressure, I collapse under the weight
Motionless but breathing, I'm still seeing pearly gates
Yeah, when I dream, I'm speaking to God
'Cause hell has become every place that you're not
I'm not used to feeling to safe in my thoughts
Your holy ghost is haunting me and I don't want to leave it in the dark