Sleepy

Chorus:

Wish I could sleep for once, I’m tired of being tired
Cause I’ve always been the runt, it’s how my shit is wired
Wanted em to adore us, but nobody noticed
Needed a friend to hold us, but nobody noticed

Verse:

I wrote a suicide note at 13, my school found it
They ain’t overreact, got sent home in the mountains
And I wish that all the measures they took were unfounded
Thinking “Has shit got better?” I doubt it
I’m thankful for the people surrounding me, but a call is only part of what I need
Internet just ain’t enough, that’s a creed
That’s a social deficiency, lack of friend that keep me sane
That’s a disability constantly eating up my brain
Wish I could go spend time with friends, feel no fucking remorse
They out having the time of their lives, growing as people from the source
I seen they’re changing and they’re bonding, I’m the one that’s left behind
All cuz they don’t give no fucks, wish I could go back and rewind
Do that dumbass shit we used to do back in Grams basement
Play video games, run a 3k, why we decaying
That shit was amazing, can’t capture it as a poet
Told time to slow down- but nobody noticed

Chorus:

Wish I could sleep for once, I’m tired of being tired
Cause I’ve always been the runt, it’s how my shit is wired
Wanted em to adore us, but nobody noticed
Needed a friend to hold us, but nobody noticed