Sleepwalking

I'll find another way
I'll find the optimism
I'll break through

I've got some hide and seek to play
I'll run from you

'cause they're waiting by the door
Singing a song about what time is for
Yeah they're waiting by the bed
I can see them shake their heads

I've no idea
I've no idea

Twelve years i paid for this
Blood, sweat, and pain and yet
I can't break through

Don't think it's meaningless
Bad nights got better when i sang for you

But now the world is something feral
And i'm weak but feral too
What an awful combination
For a little pearl of blue
And i deserve the condemnation
But what am i to do?

'cause they're waiting by the door
Singing a song about what time is for
Yeah they're waiting by the bed
I can see them shake their heads

'cause they're waiting by the door
Singing a song about what time is for
Yeah they're waiting by the bed
I can see them shake their heads

(i wish i had done better)
(i wish i had done more)
(i wish i'd gotten farther)
(while i'm halfway out the door)

Mother always told me
I was not who i appeared to be
Just songs inside a skin learning what time is for

If i could find the strength in me
To run from death forever will
We finally know me could you show me cause i've no idea