Sleepover

The sun comes up, but you know I don't
I say I wanna change but I know that I won't
So I spend the day in bed
With all the fantasies in my head
Of wakin' up as someone else instead

(Shut the fuck up, nerd!)

When my eyes are closed I make the most
Of the time I don't mind being lost
When my life has gone to shit I'm just so sick of it
I wanna sleep it off
(yeah)

So I start the day at four PM, another one wasted again
I guess I'll just head back to sleep (yeah)
So I check my phone as I'm laying alone
And I pray the Lord my soul to keep

With my eyеs shut tight in the daylight
And my heart full of fear and hatеful spite
Would it make a difference if I died tonight?

Well, my mattress holds me and consoles me
As I worry about whatever
In my dreams I found the means
To hold myself together

Under my blanket I try to hide
From these feelings I keep deep down inside
From sunset to sunrise
On these filthy sheets I agonize

Over the life I'll never live
And the effort I'll never give
And the nightmares I'll never forget

Cuz when you're sleeping there's no more lonely times, it's just dreams...