Sleepless In Silence

[Intro]
Aw yo, I ain't giving up yet
Naw, rock with me

[Verse 1]
I picture perfect life but you're still missing from the frame
Damn, I'm going fuckin' insane
After these long nights, you're still gone and there's still pain
Damn, but I still love you the same
Stand up with me, we never gave up
They tried to fuck with me but I never changed up
I never really thought that they could change us
Fuck, I'm losing it, is this hate or love?
Now it's apparent, you ain't caring, but is it the truth or are you daring?
Are they true colours you're wearing?
Or is it just apart of the the appearance?
Goddamn! My arrogance has got me embarrassed again
It's clear to me my parents shouldn't of been parents then
Now feel every beat, as I deal with every week
I still can't believe where this leads
I'll never see my baby
I don't care what the fuck anyone says to me, I've lost it all, now I can't breathe when I see that empty seat, aw

[Hook]
I'll never forget everywhere that we've gone
(No where)
I'll never forget anything that we've done
(Not a single thing)
I'll remember every word that you've said to me
(I'm talking all of it)
My baby, without you, yeah I can't breathe
Yeah, no sleep

[Verse 2]
Yeah, truth is
I ain't got no sleep, I don't have you in the sheets
I ain't got nobody with me
Now everything hits me
Harder and harder, it kills me and I'm still willing
Now I got shit to prove, no shit to lose I'm in a bitchy mood
Let me give ya something to listen to
I'm still wishing you wouldn't pick and choose
I've been stepped on like a welcome mat
And every fucker tells me that
They know what I've done and I still ain't welcome back
If I knew when I fell it'd be black
I wouldn't be held back
I'd be gone it two seconds flat
Cause I just lost my second half
I still have no friends just Dinni and Moore left and everyone else is too fucking different to notice, so blow this, as long as I flow, I show focus, don't coast with others, just show my cockiness and boast it
Remember when it was don't stop calling me baby
Now "please stop calling me lately, it's fucking making me crazy"
I'm in a dream that I'll never wake up from
Leaving us undone, I need you, and not just someone, aw

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Up everynight till six am
I'm always writing and shit about things I am
Always reciting this, like who do I think I am?
I'm reaching heights with this, do what I think I can
I'm burying hatchets
And putting myself in a casket
At the same time, like a corner I'm backed in and I've had it
Up to here with this shit
I can't see clear in this shit
So you can hear when I spit
The change in a year and a bit
Broken home? I got a broken soul, controlled by every toll out of the remote I hold, but I just can't let go
I failed you, so now I rap alone to myself you know?
You hear the different tone
I'm on a different road
All alone

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