Sleeping with the Enemy

[Verse 1: Heidi Shepherd]
I'm so sick of our chemistry
And how you make me bleed
I'm dry, I'm drowning
I'm lost, I'm finding
I can lie my way through anything
And I can cry without feeling
I'm nervous and numb
Filtered and dumb
But I can't really say that I don't crave it that way
I don't know what I do it for

[Pre-Chorus: Heidi Shepherd]
But, I can't have you go without letting you know

[Chorus: Heidi Shepherd]
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, I've tried to change
But, these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy

[Verse 2: Heidi Shepherd, Carla Harvey, both]
I'm so sick of our energy
With you I'm not really me
I'm cold, I'm burning
I'm love, I'm hating
I have no remorse
We have run our course
I thought you'd be the one to save me
I thought you'd be the one to break me
I can't have you go without letting you know

[Chorus: Heidi Shepherd]
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, I've tried to change
But, these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy

[Bridge: Carla Harvey]
It's too late
Too late to see
That the one that needs fixing isn't you, it's me
I broke down your reality
So the one that always hurts is you and not me
I took advantage of your trust in me
You only saw what I wanted you to see

[Pre-Chorus: Heidi Shepherd]
I can have you go without letting you know

[Chorus: Heidi Shepherd]
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, I've tried to change
But, these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy