Sleeping Lessons

What a shitty year without you
I still lay awake thinking about it
I still hate the way it looks when I think about you

And how you used to love my body
How you used to love my head
And how I wonder if you think of me when I think of you and say
That I don't really like my body
And I don't really like my head
And sometimes I hate you for leaving
But most days I just miss being your friend
You know I've changed a lot since we first talked
And I've learned how to sleep again
I went in circles in my car across the country to forget
I got your message on the east coast from your friend you really love
And I got angry instead of writing you to tell you how it felt

I came home and nothing changed
I still think about it everyday
Tried to talk to you about it but it was just too late to say
That I hope it's because you'll always love me
Because I'll always love you too
That I just wanted you to know I'm hung up on leaving you too