Sleep Over

I'm going trough the list of all the things my sister told me not to say
Be yourself but not so much that you end up scaring everyone away
Promise not to fall too hard for a beautiful face
Take it easy, take it easy
Don't you lose your mind, it's just a first date

And you tell me the things that I knew
Shouldn't read that much into you
Told my family about it too soon
I always do

And you can sleep over, over
Before you make me wanna cry
I wish it was over, over
Before we even got to try-y
And I called, thirteen times
Said I'm cool, but I lie-ied
'Cause I'm scared if you know me
It will change your mind

If I believe in karma would it make my crazy something cute?
Or am I
Just a sucker, hiding who I am and burying the proof
But if you're not the one, then would you least admit it? (Could you least admit it?)
'Cause you're dancing 'round the question like you think I couldn't take a little truth

I'm in love and I tell everyone
Guess that you thought we're just having fun
So I drink 'til I'm drunk, yeah I'm done
I'm not having fun

But could you sleep over, over
Before you make me wanna cry
I wish it was over, over
Before we even got to try-y
And I called, thirteen times
Said I'm cool, but I lie-ied
'Cause I'm scared if you know me
It will change your mind

And I try
But the list of what I hate about my self is small to what I like
Oh, I tried
But you hurt me, it's working, it's hurting
Oh baby, I die
When it's midnight and I'm at your door and it's the time I realize
That I tried
But you hurt me, you hurt me, you hurt me
So why do I ask

Do you wanna sleep over, over
Before you make me wanna cry
I wish it was over, over
Before we even got to try-y
And I called, thirteen times
Said I'm cool, but I lie-ied
'Cause I'm scared if you know me
It will change your mind
'Cause I'm scared if you know me
It will change your mind

'Cause once you got to know me
You changed your mind