Sky Without a Light

[Chorus]
When the sun goes down
I become what I hate
All the lights go out
All my joy fades away
I’m so numb right now
This is all that I can take
When I find myself
I pray that this goes away

When the sun goes down
I become what I hate
All the lights go out
All my joy fades away
I’m so numb right now
This is all that I can take
When I find myself
I pray that this goes away

[Verse 1]
I’m zonin, drivin 4 in the morning
This late at night I start to
Contemplate bout whats important
Man lately I feel inadequate
Lately I feel exhausted
All the things I’ve accomplished
How much has it all cost me?
Time that I can’t get back
The things that I’ll never see
The opportunity cost
The legacy that I’ll leave
The person I wanna be
Is constantly locked in conflict
Pitted against my flesh
My heart has succumbed to darkness
I don’t know what comes next
Guess someday I’m gonna see
I’m tryin to overcome, I'm dying just to believe
They tell me it’s just a phase
I’m phasing out what they speak
Been airing out all my baggage
I’m bandaging what I think

[Interlude]
How many of us in our growing years were encouraged to think for ourselves and question authority, come up with new ideas
It's not only your... your... your umm... pleasure to think for yourself, it's your duty
You gotta think for yourself in the information age

[Verse 2]
Hours of sleep lost
I’m losing my sanity
Tryin to square it all away
Is quickly draining my battery
When the answers seem out of reach
My whole world starts to crumble
Wish the sun would just come up
And cast away all my troubles

[Chorus]
When the sun goes down
I become what I hate
All the lights go out
All my joy fades away
I’m so numb right now
This is all that I can take
When I find myself
I pray that this goes away

When the sun goes down
I become what I hate
All the lights go out
All my joy fades away
I’m so numb right now
This is all that I can take
When I find myself
I pray that this goes away

[Bridge]
Can you see me shaking
I can’t feel myself
Can’t get up I’m hardly breathing
In this living hell
God oh God do you still hear me
When I scream and cry
I don’t feel You if You’re near me
I’m so cold inside

[Outro: Ravi Zacharias]
If you are here totally with no pre-vision, totally an accident, why are you looking for design?
Why are you looking for purpose?
Why do you talk about values?
None of these are self-evident, they are the existential longing of your heart that life must make sense
That can only come if life itself has the designer behind it all that causes you to hunger after what that design is all about