Sitting In The Best Light

[Verse 1]
I looked across my shoulder every day for a year
It's still clear that I’ll never know what to say
A lame excuse for all my apathy
But the truth is I'm used to being happy

[Verse 2]
Remember when I said to call me she
You looked down, closed your mouth
Told me I'd never feel complete
You said it’s not a life of fragile skin
So just keep it a secret, never happened

[Pre-Chorus]
A million times I was convinced I'm at the end of my road
But it shows that I'm still on my toes

[Chorus]
It's all I wanted and all I got's a simple way out
Of the wreckage, I planned every second
Ten years of fighting the urge to put myself in the light
Of a furnace that burned with a purpose

[Verse 3]
I'm sick of stories always feeling bleak
There are times in my life where happiness takes a seat
I'm not a walking ad for misery
Settle down, close my mouth while sitting pretty

[Verse 4]
I'm copacetic, I’m first to laugh
I’m shedding all the trauma from my younger past
Not isolated, covered in hope
Finding meaning in my life and learning how to cope

[Verse 1]
I looked across my shoulder every day for a year
It's still clear that I’ll never know what to say
A lame excuse for all my apathy
But the truth is I'm used to being happy

[Pre-Chorus]
A million times I was convinced I'm at the end of my road
But it shows that I'm still on my toes

[Chorus]
It’s all I wanted and all I got's a simple way out
Of the wreckage, I planned every second
Ten years of fighting the urge to put myself in the light
Of a furnace that burned with a purpose

[Chorus]
It's all I wanted and all I got's a simple way out
Of the wreckage, I planned every second
Ten years of fighting the urge to put myself in the light
Of a furnace that burned with a purpose