Sippin’

Intro

December 24th 2019../2AM ...everybody seems excited outside..,sippin on drinks...,making noise..,and I just decided to spent this time at the studio man.../yeah... you know I thought about everything I don been through this year.../it's been a long ride.../thou art the father has brought us this far man...yeah/
I should probably drink all my problems out...make a toast...,/but naah ama just record myself man...

Verse 1

Yeah..2 months ago I was dealing with depression../
Dealing with some problems I still ask myself this question../like why am I so different from others and all my brothers../
When all showed they colors I just paint them out in wonders-when all count they numbers I keep track with the runners../when they came for my mother I was hidden under covers turns out../most these rappers only do this for clout../and maybe am just regretting I took the longest way out../
It's shame they don't understand nun of my pain../nun of them will ever understand am still dealing with pain../I never lost it ,it came-started messing with my brain../turned my life upside down I feel am living in vain../
God knows what am going through-hope it's not overdue../am just praying that he bless me like the rappers that blew.../my shoe size too big y'all can't walk in my shoe.../me and my crew taking over promise this is a coup..yeah/

Chorus

I been sippin on smoke../blowing that smoke../don't need your drama don't try to provoke me../if my demons choke me../dont try to smoke me.../don't sugar quote me../You heard it I wrote it.../
Am sipping on drink../sniffing on smoke../dressed in all black../boutta attack.../I got this thing .../like Kevin Durant../prally so high man I can't even blink../
I been...; sippin on...,sniffing on..,sippin on..drink../
Sniffing on.../sipping on../sniffin on../sippin on drink../
Bring in the smoke../this not a joke../if you gon choke ../don't take in the smoke../
Am bout to smoke../bring in the drink.../
I heard he spoke../give him the stink../

Verse 2

Am just bugging now you know am on drugs../I would sell them off the campus I been dealing with thugs../mama asking me questions like where you getting these drugs../never said a word I know I been loyal to my plugs../even though am just glad am always there for my mama../ I don't tolerate no B.S got no time for the drama../and the tension is high especially in the summer../that ain't gon stop us man i promise man we still on the come up../word up../
Lonely nights man I always stay up../I know am on my way up../and so I gotta stay up../keep a vivid picture of my dreams then I go to sleep../but often not all these bloods lately been tryna creep../a nine a gotta keep close to me all the time man I stole this piece from my father-i need it more than he did../and so I kept it hidden../somewhere where he didn't../and never would have found it../I know I been around it..yeah/