Sinner pt. 3 Remix

I want to tell you how i feel but i can't find the words
It sucks going through this pain cause i was fine at first
I'm trying to show you my all feelings why you hiding yours
See I've been hurt by other people but this time its worse
We choose to give our all to people who that dont give us nothing
I'm trying not to lose myself but i can feel it coming
That's why i'm drinking till i'm numb and i ain't feeling nothing
Even if you tell them why you do it they still end up judging
I see the evil in this world that's why i'm scared to feel
I know in life there's ups and downs like a ferris wheel
But all my lowest points in life got me embarrassed still
I thought the devil came with horns this whole time he was wearing heels
And i did see the closest people to me lose my trust
So now i'm acting distant from the ones i used to love
We always do the most people for people that dont do enough
We lose our self and end up drinking liquor or start using drugs
I try to pray to god, i really call his name
I wanna be myself again but i'm just not the same
I know this liquor been killing me but it stops the pain
Lately i've been stuck inside my ways but know i wanna change
Feeling like a disappointment all these expectations
This music shit is killing me i call that dedication
My sober thoughts are the reason i need this medication
I pray to god to forgive me while standing next to satan

I see you running into the woods
Trying to find your little jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost (x2)

Look, they like to judge your actions but never know your reasons
And even when you're doing good they still expose your demons
Has someone ever broke your heart so bad your soul was bleeding
Ever felt like you were suffocating, even though youre breathing
I'm tryna shake this feeling, i think its permanent
Its like im flying in a plane that's stuck in turbulence
I'm sick of playing all these games its ain't a tournament
I tried to give my love to someone else that's never heard of it
I'm losing hope for love, i hate this generation
But i'm convinced it don't exist and here's my explanation
Cause how a simple conversation lead to penetration
Nowadays we'd rather have a one night stand instead of waiting
We hate the truth because we scared how the pain will feel
So when the truth gets hard to swallow we just take a pill
We making orders just to find out we can't pay the bill
Now every time that someones says they love me i just pray its real
I fucking hate hellos because that just mean goodbyes
We watch our flowers grow just to see our roses die
But we just hate to be alone while dying slow inside
What happens when the devil calls your phone but there ain't no decline
I'm a sinner but i'm someone that accepts it
I slept with carmine, now that bitch left me infected
Do i deserve it that's the million dollar question
Just know my pain and my all my suffering is never ending

I see you running into the woods
Trying to find your little jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost (x2)