SINKING

[Verse 1]
No double cups, i’m sipping coffee
Zero shit to do, i’m becoming sloppy
Working at McDonalds, think you popping
Getting new traits like i’m out here shopping
Mixing codeine with wine, get me new brains
Intoxicated but still ain’t insane
In the vibe, flowing steady, no pain
But those might be the painkillers frying my brain
Those might be the screams in the back of the train
But i’m living steady, i really can’t complain
Sixteen and woke as fuck everyday
Sixteen and popping champagne
Six teens crossing the street
They’ll be going their separate ways in a heartbeat
Friendships end and homies have separate thoughts, they are offbeat
Everything ends when that clock of life hits 18
Or maybe i’m just stumbling and that won’t happen
Maybe i’m just rambling cause i’m rapping
Haven’t released a song in a while, ain’t trapping

[Verse 2]
Feeling powerful, the whole world by my feet
But should i buy into the fake, separate from real
Should i record the song or go and cancel the deal
The devil will be real mad if i repeal
Testing one drug at a time, to see with what i want to OD
Ain’t feeling pain, call me a painkiller
Getting thriller day by day, way realer
Sloppy walk, that codeine talk
Hit the wall, write your goals with chalk
I don’t know what I'll await in life
Time’s like sand - it's gone quick and memories are hard to find
But I'm used to my parents, I'm used to my girl and the wind
I use it to feel whenever I can, I use it as tint
We want to live in the moment but it's harder than we think
Cause we always think of physical stuff like choosing a sink
We always sink when we choose to think
Because there's not yet a feeling for that tingly feel

[Hook]
I wish I could write in feelings accumulated in every drop of ink
I wish every raindrop could make a sound that's close to what I think
What I wish for is internal peace that would bring
A little more knowledge of the world that's within