Sinkhole

My big day out
Can almost touch the clouds
Will hell have clouds too
Grabbed from beneath
Smothered under everything
I'm buried in sand

Why always me
Smothered under everything
Goodbye to Mom
And there I stood
Seemed no ascension ever would
Present itself

And I don't know why
I don't have the sun right in my eyes
I can wait for a sign
But I'm starting to doubt that there's a chance
Of waking up on the hill
I could feel something was coming
Then I'm under the hill
I could feel my life was coming to an end

Is there a chance I make it out
How would it be with me not around

Waiting to die
Reaching for the sky
Unknown
Waiting to die
Reaching for the sky
Unknown

When I'm Sinkholing
Now there's no other way that I feel