Sindhu Sesh

[Intro]
(NineOne)

[Verse 1]
Right, ha, huh
Been down and out for the longest time
Sipping on bottles of Frosty Jack
Hanging up off of the curbside
Picking up pennies and smoking crack
What do you know about being homeless?
Hopeless, broken and broke and fat
What do you know about being nervous
Worthless, ruthless and holding back?
Bit my tongue
Lit another spliff when the shift gets done, twisted one
Darkest thoughts haunting me
All of the pain that I've caused
Ghost in the shell
Broken in hoping they throw me in jail
Blood in the ring when they'rе ringing the bell
Sadako clawing my way out the wеll
Well well
Back from the dead
Ripping out the plug in the back of me bald head
Chip another rock and I whack it before bed
Never want to stop but I want it to all end
Can never get enough and I suffer from demons
Telling me to cut and deliver a warning
Feeling like I'm severed, I'm lost and mourning
Hearing my kids cries at night, they're calling
Right

[Chorus]
What you gonna do when the big bad wolf comes knocking at your door, huh?
Tell me that
Didn't even care for the money no more
Rack it up, then blow it on crack (Better count them stacks)
Notes wrapped up tight in a tube like shape when I sniff those packs
What do you really know about losing everything that you have and then making it back?

[Verse 2]
Slit my wrists, cut my veins
Drain my blood, drown my shame
Grab that shotgun, cock that back
Aim it at my head top, fuck my brain (Fuck my brain)
I don't wanna feel love, I don't wanna be loved
I just wanna feel pain (I just wanna feel pain)
I don't wanna feel joy, I don't wanna feel trust
Just make me pay
Racking up fines
Black leather trench coat covered in shite
Back to the friend zone every night
And I cannot get a woman despite how I try
No replies
"How was your day?" Just fine
"How is your life?" Just fine
"Are you okay?" I'm fine
I''ll be okay just give it some time
Yes I know what I've done to deserve this
I'm guilty, accepted I'm living with curses
I's stealing and begging, my soul needed purging
Resurfaced, I'm back on the throne with a purpose
And God only knows it's the loneliest road when you're out on your own
And there's no one to hold
Tell me who gives a fuck
No you can't let it show
'Cause the world doesn't care for a man all alone

[Chorus]
What you gonna do when the big bad wolf comes knocking at your door, huh?
Tell me that
Didn't even care for my life
Now I'm right back home on the family patch
Bore my torch as I walk down a long dark winding path
What you really know about losing everything that you have and then making it back?