Sincerely, summer nights

Control control
Keeping my composure cause I'm losing control
Struggle with the motions every day I’m away
Ay
Way
Might push you away
Ay
This life’s my redemption
Patiently awaiting my ascension
Might ruin my life cause I’m pessimistic
Guarding my heart with a Smiths 'n Wesson uh
What's there more to me
Broken hearted, suicide
Black chains on my heart I’m too scared to try
Sometimes I feel like the things in my life are just there to get rid of me

My pride's got me hell-bound
Searching for a love that can’t be found
Ten times told I could fold any minute now
Don’t wait for me I don’t know myself
Don’t pray for me I’m a lost cause
Times wasted on these dark thoughts
Not sure what I'm still fighting for
Sincerely, summer nights