Sincerely, Fuck You

[Chorus]
I'm so alone
Shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence
Call my name and I'm back to you
I'm getting sick of the hiding
All this time I've been spending alone low
Getting sick of anxiety
Don't know how much longer I can hold on

[Verse 1]
My chest getting number as I talk
My head getting fucked up
Exhale all the pain
I found taking drugs
Help me with the...
Nothing, nothing at all
Resorted to smoking and drinking
I found out my weakness, overthinking
I hope that you know I'm not okay
I thought you could save me but you're just a demon

Why love?
Every time I try to change I feel like I'm fuckеd up
More trust
You left me scarrеd broken, how the fuck you ignore us?
Ignore us
You left me with no trust
Are you happy now?
Used me with no fucks
I've been feeling alone

[Chorus]
I'm so alone
Shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence
Call my name and I'm back to you
I'm getting sick of the hiding
All this time I've been spending alone low
Getting sick of anxiety
Don't know how much longer I can hold on

[Verse 2]
Walk through the shadow of death
Just to find out you couldn't save me
Now I'm so lost
Demons standing over my chest
I've been wishing I'm perfect
But trust me, I'm far from it
I needed your heart
And it hurt me to know
That I've fallen miles apart
I needed your trust
And trust me, I'm fucked up
I've been...
Fuck

I don't need you
Give me a reason
I need closure 'cause I'm overthinking
Tired of filling my lungs on the weekend
But a phone call is as close as we get
Right my wrong
How do I know
Ain't no sign for the way that I'm feeling
No check-up
Guess I'm fucked up fighting these demons
I need a new touch from someone who needs me

[Chorus]
I'm so alone
Shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence
Call my name and I'm back to you
I'm getting sick of the hiding
All this time I've been spending alone low
Getting sick of anxiety
Don't know how much longer I can hold on