Since then

[Verse 1]
It's for all of my brothers they gotta live lavish
All of this pain in my heart i can't manage
With all the pain in my chest i can't breathe
But soon i’ll be happy atleast i believe
Get a lil close and i’ll show you my teeth
Dont take it personal its in my genes
A murderer, a saviour im something between
A lover, a hater im something between

[Chorus]
She's scared that I'm pushin my limits, I know
Baby dont worry
Just tell me I'm worthy and know in your soul that I love you the most
If they bother you, I’ll turn em to ghosts
Mad that im countin my minutes, I get it
I move in a hurry this life can be short
Learned that when i had to bury my friend
Wishing that nightmare would come to an end
Woke up, I'm living it over again
Since then I do not bother to plan
Since then I do not fucking pretend
Since then only got harder to stand
God know, I’ll give, my all
Just to never see you suffer again
Look at our lives theres color again
And I thought I couldn't love her again

[Verse 2]
I was dead wrong
Baby, you dont gotta prove no point
Like you dont gotta cut your hair short
And I dont want you coming to the airport
I'm bad at goodbyes, she feeling my vibe
No matter how rich or dead broke
These bitches ain't shit they dead jokes
You the only one that I kept close
(Just know)
Know that you were made for me
You feel like ecstacy

[Chorus]
She's scared that I'm pushin my limits, I know
Baby dont worry
Just tell me I'm worthy and know in your soul that I love you the most
If they bother you, I’ll turn em to ghosts
Mad that im countin my minutes, I get it
I move in a hurry this life can be short
Learned that when i had to bury my friend
Wishing that nightmare would come to an end
Woke up, I'm living it over again
Since then I do not bother to plan
Since then I do not fucking pretend
Since then only got harder to stand
God know, I’ll give, my all
Just to never see you suffer again
Look at our lives theres color again
And I thought I couldn't love her again