SILVER SURF

[Verse 1: Troi Blank]
Wish for a better peace of mind
I needa get my mind right
I needa get my shit straight
I jus shuffle thru the days
I smoke until the image faze
Always on delay
But that subtle feeling always stays
Ok
I’m going out in a blazing glory
This the same story from the boy from the valley
Ok
So much for wishful thinking
Sit inside my fucking room the shrooms got me
Motherfucking dancing with my demons and they love it
But you can’t catch me out in traffic
I can’t show my face in public
But it gets to the point where i can’t even fucking function
So nah nigga i cannot pull up to your function
Silver surfin alvarado acting like i’m fucking roofless
I’m jus rootless and clueless
Get conclusions from hallucinogens
God, let me sink or swim ?
I’m always fucking zooted
Seems the low life suited him
I hide behind this pseudonym

[Hook: Gidi]
Cynical, i ain’t ask for much
But love, it’s nothing
Self acceptance, oh how much i’d pay, i’d pay
Cynical, i ain’t ask for much, but love, it’s nothing
I’m silver surfin, and i ain’t crashing with the waves

[Verse 2: Troi Blank]
I wish that i could see you
I wish that i could see you
I wish that you could see me in a light that i prefer
Sometimes i hear your voice
Or maybe it’s Jehovah calling
Got memory lagging off again
Lagging off again
This is a lifetime sentence to karma
I can’t call you anymore
Can’t fathom how that feel right now
Please tell me how to feel right now
So long to all my old friends
Fair weather couldn’t stay
I’m stuck in the mud now
I’m stuck with this kurt frown
And i’m jus drenched and i’m too cold from the motherfucking rain
Please save me

[Hook: Gidi]
Cynical, i ain’t ask for much, but love, it’s nothing
I’m silver surfin, and i ain’t crashing with the waves