Silly of Me

[Chorus]
It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want
You tore this heart up out of me
Now I'm never gonna need it again

[Post-Chorus]
It's 5am and I can tell
That this ain't ending well
Sometimes that's what you get for being good
I take the whiskey off the shelf
And crucify myself
For being everything I thought I should

[Verse 1]
I feel my heart sink down as the sun comes up
I try to drink another round but it's not enough
For me to sleep safe and sound from this thing called love
I've been barely holding on

[Chorus]
It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want
You tore this heart up out of me
Now I'm never gonna need it again

[Post-Chorus]
It's 5am and I can tell
That this ain't ending well
Sometimes that's what you get for being good
I take the whiskey off the shelf
And crucify myself
For being everything I thought I should

[Verse 2]
I thought I'd have a couple drinks until my head felt clear
Now there's some girl up in my bed but I don't want her here
No more repeating those mistakes that I know got me here
I've been barely holding on

[Chorus]
It's silly of me
To get on the level that I'm on
It's not what I need
But it's exactly what I want
You tore this heart up out of me
Now I'm never gonna need it again