Silly me

Look back
The first time i eyed you
I felt electric, like Raichu
Wanna be beside you
Couldn't help my shy too
And i made songs on full moons
I'll take it that you're not interested
It kinda hurt but now i'm ok
I never knew that i would fit in
I liked you much more when it happenned

I'm glad you're doing shit now
I see you're doin well without my
Presence, without my text
Without my voice inside your head

I hope you're well cuz now i'm weak
Maybe i need something to eat
This is a song that i revisit
You made me sing in this old seat

Silly me imagining that you could me my girlfriend
Thinkin' 'bout the texts you give me all day and I'm still your friend
We used to share chairs together, not caring about no nether
But ever since i told you i just stay away
You're all in one all together, perfect on all the weather
But every time i see you i dunno what to say

Walking on the sidewalk, looking back on my thoughts
Time passing through man, i think i'm boutta sleepwalk
I think i hit the bedrock, yeah no shit, sherlock
Fantasize- all of you chats and your sweet talk

Going full speed hit the break, made a whiplash
3 years in the making man, it all happened so fast
Online kids with the tags and the hashtags
Pumped up kicks make me wanna hit yo back, slash

Run faster than my bullet
Chances don't come if you don't try to pull it
But laziness beats my motivation
Bored as hell built up my depression

Wake up, get sad, eat up, get fat
Go run, screw that, lay down, get mad
Easy as that
Friends with the dark, friends from the start
Straight from the heart, they call it art, we're far apart

Silly me imagining that you could me my girlfriend
Thinkin' 'bout the texts you give me all day and i'm still your friend
We used to share chairs together, not caring about no nether
But ever since i told you i just stay away
You're all in one all together, perfect on all the weather
But every time i see you I dunno what to say

As i looked back, i dont rly know what i wanted
Thoughts of being all alone i was conscious
Cuz i actually thought you might be with me
I know its silly but i'm being honest

Now i'm sitting criss crossed and i'm pissed off
Home watching tik toks or the tip off
In my head reminisce bout all the best off
Our memories
I just kinda wonder if you miss (nah)

My mind is polluted
Things i imagined i'm a little bit deluded
In the midst of my problems, you're where it is rooted
Cause i get so pissed when my friends allude it

Like shut up, i know, i wanted you (stop)
I don't need no confirmation, I dont need a doctor
I don't need a helping hand but thank you for your offer
Meant a lot to me but to you I'm just a chauffer

Silly me imagining that you could me my girlfriend
Thinkin' 'bout the texts you give me all day and I'm still your friend
We used to share chairs together, not caring about no nether
But ever since i told you I just stay away
You're all in one all together, perfect on all the weather
But every time i see you i dunno what to say (bye bye)