Sillage

Love, hating is coming for you
Lost, pouring rain we walkin
Within that emptiness in mind
Cause we were just too young
Now i wander
I wander
Everyone is hoping for sun to rise
Somewhat I'm disgusted
Do you think what we had was a lie
The time when you were beside me
All my life is fiction
All my life is
Now there is nothing in the cup
Oh my heart is in the mud
Seems like forever ago
Pounding this heart full of emotions
Now all I fear is feeling foreign
I can't ignore what's being hardened
Scared
To fall in love again
What we felt back then
The times that we spent
I can't
Stand on my own
Feels like the world's against me
This weight on my chest
I can't ignore what won't leave
All my life is fiction
All my life is
What we could've, couldn't be
What we could've, couldn't see