Silent moments.

[Verse]
It’s cold in this dark room
Should prolly call my father soon, know he praying in a basement with my brother too
Stuck here getting wasted, time pacing, can no longer move
As I’m basing myself, creations made from my health staying alive through the basics of wealth
And I manage my faces with water from the well
Tell jokes they laugh as I cry for help
Tell the truth, I got a lot on my plate
Circumstance of my youth, been past a date
A walking corpse and I’m afraid
To see the age of man just fade away
Dissipate when I’m alone and pained
Therе’s a trace of lipstick on my blade
Materialistic and insanе, tryna stay consistent to mediate
But I’m broke and aged silence was always my way
I vowed to change but I’m staring at the wall
Hearing the clock go by withering it’s cost
Hunger growing and I’m ignoring it all
My body image it’s facing withdrawals
Along with her paws that hammer in my loss
Head high my eyes straight
All lives stuck in a time-frame
Fires fighting through what I made, still I manage to extinguish my own lane
At my own pace
My old risk fighting till the end of my craze
And there’s blood on my wrists
Always spit until I speak a lisp, ripped lips never made me quit
No matter how much I lose, I never win
This life a gamble I handle every card with intent to give
Walking from ignorance, couldn’t stand the bliss I’m in
I know there’s much to live, so far nothing makes me wanna give a bid
My language is stuck, until I fill the pit
Curse me all you want, still won’t give a shit
Sitting on Satans lap waiting for a chance to make him trip
While I sit in my crib, just tryna see tomorrow end