SILENCE

[Verse 1]
I could just sit here and say that I don't wanna leave
As I lose all my ethics, myself on the beat
I hope that I'm improving myself mentally
Cause I don't have a clue what to do, what I need
Yeah, fuck, got that low self-esteem
I could say that I choose to ignore all my needs
As you pray, I just laugh, ain't no God that I need
I just- fuck, wish that like you, I believed
Internally, guess I've been hurting
I usually think I'm alright as I worsen
These bitches, they twerking, they working
They getting the money, I don't think they know what they serving
Her man ain't been talking, she's making him crazy
She don't understand that he's done with her playing
She ruined her chance, all the time she's been wasting
He doesn't need this so he's packing away and he goes
Woo, should he turn right?
Invisible lights shining bright every night
Imperial like he's alright, like he might
Just go and make it out but I know he ain't knowing why, oh
He's certain his life goes one way
He's certified like he's been going insane
Can't sleep, he knows that won't get rid of the pain
He's just tired of lying, like 'tbh same'
I go through the breakups, they hoping to make up
They ruin they makeup cause I'm such a cunt
The kid going crazy on all of his exes
They just wanna text him but he's still a cunt
I say I'm alright, no disturbing their peace
I just lie, keep on spitting shit right through my teeth
I am fine, I'm alright, I take care of my needs
Wanna die but I'm fine, I've done said my piece, woo

[Hook]
What the fuck is going on in here, boy?
I'm breaking my silence
What the fuck is going on in here, boy?
Said I'm breaking my silence
Cause inside my brain, all my thoughts've been talking
They wanna escape and get out so they swarming
They breaking the tension, it's getting so boring
I'm breaking my silence like yeah

[Verse 2]
I come back on this shit
Going mad like a bitch that I dated
There's no turning back on that shit
It's embarrassing, couple more years, then I'm laughing like shit
What the fuck's happening?
Really, I'm honestly kinda amazed
That I ain't getting death threats like everyday
Like a rejected Murray, Hello can't be saved
When they saying their work is a massive mistake
Fuck, I think I need me a break
Taking one after I'm done with this, ayy
Making up stories, well, what can I say?
Without it, I'm boring, I won't get the plays
I think I need me a break
Taking one after I'm done with this, ayy
Making up stories, well, what can I say?
What can I say?
I'm going around like they walking through town
And they stepping to me but I never back down
So they making a scene and their lights going out
Cause they fucking with me, wait, I'll tone it right down
No, I won't
I'm writing, they slicing, they wish they were dying
They post on they Tumblr while tears come, they crying
They what? Now they say that they've been fighting
When everybody knowing that tonight they fucking dying, woo
So they don't know what I'ma do?
Real fake ass bitch, yeah, she know what I do
Real lame ass kids, yeah, say they knew what I do
What the fuck they doing? Go and get inside of your room
Yeah, so hard, they've been trying to copy me lately
I switch up my style, they cannot replace me
I witness them biting but fuckers ain't paying
The kid with the period, know he been slayin' like ooh