Signs

[Intro]
IOF

[Verse]
There we were, lost again, gone for days
What's the point no one cares anyways?
I'll still be alright, you could let me die slow
I'll still be alright, just leave me alone

On the floor, laying there, wondering
If any of this shit matters anyway
I'll still be alright, you can watch me die slow
I'll still be alright, that's all I can hope for

Fuck this conversation, 'cause I can't let go
Life just has this grip can't take hold
Coldest times are near don't want to
Let you down but times approaching

Peaks never feel like the lows
Slowing my life to a halt
Calling out all night
Closed doors locked behind
You saw all the signs
Lie to me that's all I need to get
Feelings that cannot compete with the real thing enough
Deep as those meaningless words wanna cut
Eventually all that shit turns to nothing

I cannot rewind
Mine as well move on
Longing for a sign
Wishing for a thought
That's all that I want
Something that just gets me through for the moment
The closer I get to the edge feels alive
Like whats the point of just trudging along
None of this shit feels like it is alright
Cave into the thought crawl into my hole
Back to where before no where left to go
I thought that I'd realize and just let go
Why did I assume things were simple?