Sidney

[Intro]
Salute my young boy Castro

[Verse 1]
When I die fuck it it'd be nice to go to heaven
Swear to B.I.G I'm a piece of shit
God would send me straight to where
My other half and the fire live
Would've been the second time he made that decision
So black that and all black this
I just cannot exist where the light live
Anti popular
I are definitely no star
Let alone another music artist
Leave alone me and my filthy drink
Liver gone so I drink to live
Live on a dark cloud
Don't wanna see society
The deaf will tell you I'm no socialite
Like he chose
You only just to spite you like death
My appetite is only just you
Y'all live, I solace
I evil, y'all eye backwards
Like a thousand strokes a day outcome
Got it over your nog shit I could tell
Like the motive for murder a pimp would confess
Nobody is cold as
He with the flow that is as gold as
Five hundred thousand
Black diamond Paul Krugers
Monster with a hundred limbs
Kill em then offer show his sisters friends
Like Sidney when you pregnant for the third time
Ntwana I bet you never ever see him again
Like a blinded youth in church with a flier tryn'a sing again
Tell me what the fuck do you call it?
That's the thing you don't call it
Stick two fingers in your asshole and vomit shit-talker?
Empty speech bubbles more like it
If anybody in this world like it then I don't like it
All in all I'm a rebel for no reason bitch
Fly away from me
Do it like I'm try'na get my land back
Guess I am a slave to this like a white super-power with a joke and a whip
How I'm gonna be humble not greedy when john got brand new ancient wheels and a horse and a spouse he's gonna ride in a carriage in carnival rides and I'm still counting

[Hook]
They say we crazy
We act like it's okay to fuck shit up
I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups
So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick
So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we
Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)
She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice
I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice
I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right
And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

[Verse 2]
When I die fuck it be nice to go heaven
But if the bible is honest then we both know I rightfully will not
Like I am without the son, sheep of my valuables of
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My family the ownership of
I was not birth, Carmelia found me son
Don't be read because I'm not normal nor right
And you won't understand because you abnormally illiterate
On and off the play ground the kids that fitted in that were treating him like he was second religious
I was like big foot
Sequach trying on a new pairs of size twos
Calling me a reclusive is as smart as a cellular phone back in 02'
Not half as thrill as an adlib on two players circle on the verse in the beginning
Like God created the heaven and the earth
Trying to get to God before my issues kill me
But the devil is my travel agent
That lie been streak
Told me God so pissed at me
That He had to change his outfit and take another shower
I still fear God
And my de?
And my issues should disappear to thin air
But when I lace me a beat or verse
I feel like I'm the only one anybody should fear
Suicidal lil lie
Couple of bodies on my pistol
All my type of demons in the church said i can't live a life of second?
No pride but Carmelia said I'm proud to make a beast
You wanna fuck a young GOAT
Greatest Of All Time
If you him
I got to see the inner side of your throat
Consitution drug dealer
I'm the only thing I ever have to sell
Pimping I'm dope
Throw a silver cubian link around a piece of garlic in my throat
Bet the boy still won't choke
Never

[Hook]
They say we crazy
We act like it's okay to fuck shit up
I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups
So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick
So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we
Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)
She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice
I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice
I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right
And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

They say we crazy
We act like it's okay to fuck shit up
I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups
So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick
So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we
Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)
She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice
I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice
I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right
And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

[Outro]
Yeah I remember back in
When we were younger like back in primary school and stuff
When we were eight, you said if you were gone to the question you would ask Him why he made people black and white?
I'm pretty sure you matured enough to understand that He couldn't have been responsible for something like racial profiling or something that ignorant
Anele now that you 18..
What is it like? What? What would you like say to the being that you compare yourself too so much?
And what is it that's been consuming you?
Just speak to me...
I mean, you clearly not the same anymore
And I'm in no position to pass judgment so
You know you more than welcome to vent to me

[Part 2]
Why the fuck I got to be so
Fucked up
Always blaming Sidney for my scores
But the hoes inside the ceiling spell his name and I didn't mean
Probably Nina but she wanted us apart like an agent?
Managing twins with some new editions
See we even together inside my similes
Out of my bingily? Just a friend
Don't you get it you all I ever keep inside a safety container other human beings keep they intelligence in
If I could I'd go back to October 95
Get mother nothing less than five bullets then tell her die inside
Ever since my birth her life's been nothing but a curse
?
Older brother and the person they call mother
Fuck the fact that I was young
Ask me why I took her brother's money
Why I manipulated and suddenly taking a part in my evil
Told me the best thing that could happen to her is my death
And I won't act like I don't agree or desire the same
Father figureless
Father figured that being in my aim will be more convient
Carmelia left to deal with the demon
That why she left it to eat it
She made it quite clear that she can't be held responsible for the devil's possession so
I'm murky temple my only escape from all this madness
I fucked up but I treated Nina like she my only lover
Like a drop inside a volcano when she's an eruption
I tried but couldn't tame her
Truly I shouldn't blame her
So convinced my existence is a burden
I might just last through my survival dependent on these rhythms and poems
And any rapper that they make to kill me on a track
Must study my last suicidal attempt
This what got me so tempted to put an end to Mellow
Promise you will all get a casket before that happens
If so it happens, you in a way
I'ma be frank with you get your corpse in that ocean
Trying to get orals from these yellow girls like I'm teaching the class is Asian