Side quest

(lyrics zu „side quest“)

Bitch you fucked me up
All the love and stuff
I didn't mind but i think we were not enough

It was never Pleasurable
It was a trip to hell and back again (oh)

Between passion and panic
The text? i just scrapped that

My Head is not Ready for love
I didn't believe you a second
When you said we were destined
Cause i knew, you would fuck me up

Now im covered in Scars
Now im covered in Blood
Bitch i can't see the end
I can't keep us apart

But i can see a light
And i can't reach it fuck
There is only one thing
That is keeping me warm

So 'Lone in my Head
Can't be the same
Since you left me scarred

Now im out again
Zoned out again
Left in the dark

Over hundred demons in my head
Can't fight that
You just marked me and then next
Like im a Sidequest

When i say that is a problem
You act violent
Need an assignment
How life is

I’m feeling like a fucking fanatic
Cause I’m addicted to pain and my depression is endless
Rip out my heart and tear my chest wide open
I won’t feel a thing but one hidden emotion
I got alcoholic behaviour at best
Sins right on my chest
Fuck me up i don’t know what I left though
Tried to forget the past but I’m fragile like glass
Looked up to you and I laughed
Shit I know I’m a mess
I’ve been stressing just about me lately
Contemplating about things
About what can change me
But I think I never learn
No more me‘s just to be hurt
How can’t I believe that I’m disturbed now
How can I believe that I’m not hurt now
All the voices in my head calling me now
They‘re calling me now

Im having a headache, you makin me anxious
Im downing the bottle of wine, till it ends me
Falling angel, falling Star
You're feeling Great, i fall apart
Im downing Wine, You're downing love
Do you hurt me just for fun

You act to holy
For the shit that you did to me, fuck all your lies
That was the old me
And i ask myself daily why i gave you time

So 'Lone in my Head
Can't be the same
Since you left me scarred

Now im out again
Zoned out again
Left in the dark

Over hundred demons in my head
Can't fight that
You just marked me and then next
Like im a Sidequest

When i say that is a problem
You act violent
Need an assignment
How life is