​side effects

I never had any alibi
No recollection of that crazy night
I threw my heart into a wishing well
Hoping I'd stop myself

Still hear you breaking over mountaintops
Some kind of mystery that no one solves except us
Now when my teeth fall out, I'm never only dreaming
In on the joke, I guess

I always knew that this would never end
I got all your side effects

Like when my skeleton is crying out for relief
Like when my bloodstream's flowing backwards
Running up your sleeves
Like when your image stains my mind
Until my conscience bleeds
And still, it's all I want