Sickness

[Chorus]

I'm just getting tired of waiting for the
Sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I'm being no more
I have already died...

[(Verse 1) - Astrœ]

Started this ting, I was a teen, 2014
Made my first song probably 2015, I was 14
Still in this ting
21 - Now look how far we done came, 21 - Still we ain't doing it for fame
21 - I got a girl I won't say
She hit me up, there's a kid on the way
She from Richards Bay
Problems are piling up like a ant pile
I wanna be there but I'm still in denial
Feels like I could ask my dad how he did it
Ain't even ready but I won't neglect 'em
I hit her up like, "Okay girl I got. Wish I could hold your hand and say I lovе you
"Had a breakdown, wouldn't have made it without you."
"I'll kill a soul if I gotta bе with you..."

[Chorus]

I'm just getting tired of waiting for the
Sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I'm being no more
I have already died...

[(Verse 2) - Astrœ]

I won't be begging for mercy, a gun on my head you can just pull the trigger
Wishing death on me, we both can agree
I hate the person I see in the mirror
Wake up ekseni, I don't even trip, I get down on my knees and start saying my prayers
When I'm in the shower I feel the pressure
When I'm in the studio they feel the pressure
Huh, I lost my soul when I was 17
I let the Reaper in, insanity
Sick of this COVID, I'll just sip the codeine
RIP KOBE and CHADWICK and VIRGIL
Too many fallen stars
If I could make a wish I'd wish we didn't have to deal with the pain
I drink so much to escape all the trauma
Lotta people are telling me ngine drama

[Chorus]

I'm just getting tired of waiting for the
Sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I'm being no more
I have already died...

[(Verse 3) - Astrœ]

Yea
Isolate myself, don't need no attachments
I done came up but I'm still at the basement
Stare out the window, the image is vivid
I just hope that I am on the right path
Nigga don't slide on my way, better get out the way
I ain't got no time to waste
What you don't know when you're hitting rock bottom
You can still fall further in the abyss
Had to witness it to come with a quote
Any witness will end up in a coma
It wasn't until I was chilling with Jele, that
Is my homie, my brother forever
21 - He 24 like he Kobe, 21 - He 24, he ain't Jordan
21 with only one bank account
21 that is the name of the album

[Chorus]

I'm just getting tired of waiting for the
Sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I'm being no more
I have already died...