[Verse 1]
We were texting 'bout something innocuous
Like TV shows or podcasts or Dungeons & Dragons
We are always cute and kind to each other
You would never hurt me intentionally, no, you're my guy
Then something got lost in communication
Suddenly I feel like I got stuck at the wrong station
Demons from my past rear their heads from the tracks
And suddenly I'm paralysed by my traumatic past
[Chorus]
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongеst feeling that I wanna die
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I gеt (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongest feeling that I wanna die
[Verse 2]
Crying on the floor, repetition compulsion
Looking for read receipts, trapped in dysfunction
I just need you to tell me you love me
But my behaviour's entirely contrary
I know what I'm feeling's completely irrational
Nothing you've done is overtly in fractional
This is just demons and ghosts and leeches
For now, I'm the one who's got the stitches
[Chorus]
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongest feeling that I wanna die
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongest feeling that I wanna die
[Bridge]
I love you, yeah, you know I do
I just got a little loose screw
Demons sure do mess with you
Make you wanna cry, it's true
I love you, yeah, you know I do
I just got a little loose screw
Demons sure do mess with you
Make you wanna cry, it's true
[Chorus]
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongest feeling that I wanna die
First, I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick)
Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry)
Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get)
The strongest feeling that I wanna die