Sick of the Sad Days

[Verse 1: Drex Carter]

Took all my time and I gave it away
Lost in my mind for a couple of days
Tossing and turning I can’t turn away
I got way too much shit that I wanted to say

Closing that door and I’m turning the page
You burned it down but I never complained
Never had time to react in my mind
Know it’s coming in time but I can’t hide the pain

Looking back on when I started this
I thought I’d blow up while they went to college
And then I would tour the world while they acknowledging
Everything centered around my accomplishments

Then I was broke on the side of the road
When I lost all my songs and I ain’t have a home
Looked to the sky I had nowhere to go
And that’s when I realized I was ready to grow

[Hook: Drex Carter]

I dont know why
Sick of the sad days
Turning back time
Hope its the last page

I looked inside and was ready to fly
Ain’t about me it’s about you and I
Ain’t about dreams it’s about all the times
And it ain’t bout the how it’s way more bout the why

I had a convo that lasted some days
Stranger approaching I tried turn away
He looked at me and then I caught his gaze
And before I could speak he said let me explain

I know you better than you know yourself
Looking inside but you needing some help
Way too infatuated with your wealth and a whole lotta things I ain’t even gon tell

Look in my eyes, he gets confident
I feel a warmth I ain't felt in so long that’s when
He started telling me I need follow him
We started walking that’s when i got honest

I said excuse me, you right yo but how did you know?
Never heard silence so loud in my skulll
I look around we surrounded by walls
That’s when I started running, I tripped, and I fall

Falling I’m falling I’m falling away
He at the top where I tripped and he waved
Go to yell out, hoping I ain’t too late
Know when I hit the ground I got something to say

I’m sick of trying Im ready today
I’m done with hiding put more on my plate
Pull up with violence if you tryna take all the lives from those people that all tryna change

Keep on denying it never go end
Walk through the fire while holding my hand
I got more on the line than I ever done did and im risking it all hope you following even though

[Hook: 2]

I dont know why
Sick of the sad days
Turning back time
Hope its the last page

I dont know why
Sick of the sad days
Turning back time
Hope its the last page