Sick Joke

[Verse 1]
Don't wake me up
It's the best that I've felt in weeks
And to be completely honest
I'd rather be happily dead or asleep

[Pre-Chorus]
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
(Still here and I'm not dead)

[Verse 2]
And most days it all feels the same
I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
And it makes me sick, sick joke
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat

[Chorus]
And sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
That I'm still here and I'm not dead?
(Still here and I'm not dead)
(Still here and I'm not dead)

[Post-Chorus]
Sit back and listen
Close your eyes if you feel it
'Cause I'm questioning everything
It's affecting all my decisions
I saw you in the mirror
And switched up my rhythm
Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

[Bridge]
And some day I'll find you
Like an old key to a locked door
Is it all just some sick joke?
Am I still here? 'Cause I can't tell

[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder
If life is some sick joke
Will I wake up and it's over?
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
And I'll hold on to a moment
Like a sad kid to a blanket
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
That I'm still here and I'm not dead?