Sick

[Hook: King Madi]

I don't wanna be like this no more
Feel like death's knocking on my door
I'm so sick and I can't find help
Why did I do this to myself?

[Verse 1: King Madi]

Here I go again
Back in a hole that I thought I had filled up

Man...

Ain't no way out this time
'Cause no one's gonna hear you scream for help

No one...

Your cries are muffled
Your eyes are blind
I'm trying to find
Peace of mind
But every time
I try to open my mind
I slip into in abyss
That I know is mine
I hold my shine
I only shade
My destiny is clear on the path that's paved

But I'm scared
Got a fear of the unknown
Thought I knew it all
And I was fronting to be bold

[Refrain: King Madi]

I came this far
Just to find out that I'm losing it again
Again...
And I don't know
If I'll ever be myself
Again
Again...

[Hook: King Madi]

I don't wanna be like this no more
Feel like death's knocking on my door
I'm so sick and I can't find help
Why did I do this to myself?

[Verse 2: King Madi]

And when I'm gone...
Please just don't act like you cared about me...

Yeah when I'm gone...
Just know that I'm right where I want to be...
(Yeah, don't find me)

There's so many things I wish I could have done...
Or changed...
Or forget

Sometimes I wish I could rewind
And find out why I do exist

(Yeah... why...?)

[Refrain: King Madi]

I came this far
Just to find out that I'm losing it again
Again...
And I don't know
If I'll ever be myself
Again
Again...

[Hook: King Madi]

I don't wanna be like this no more
Feel like death's knocking on my door
I'm so sick and I can't find help
Why did I do this to myself?
I don't wanna be like this no more
Feel like death's knocking on my door
I'm so sick and I can't find help
Why did I do this to myself?