Sick

Dear my old friend, misery set in again.
Please now, are you Death?
Or are demons at hand.
Dear my old friend, misery set in again.
Smell you on my breath and I feel the body wrench.
All these sleepless nights,
I was terrified.

Are you real?
Do you care?
Is anything or anyone real?
Are you real?
Do you care?
Is anything or anyone real?

Dear my old friend,
are you real or dead?
Dear my old friend,
please remove the head.

I can't be the only one that always feels empty.
Always searching for fulfillment,
always trying to feel this.
You never knew me,
you never feel me,
you just sit watch,
wait so patiently.

Dear my old friend,
are you real or dead?
Dear my old friend,
please remove the head.

But no-one's there
No one was ever there.
No one and these calloused hands tell the story how I lost my mind.
Intoxication,
drowned out life.
No one.
Intoxication.