Sias

[Intro: LeberOidua and Curtis]

'The tendency to seek relief from unpleasant realities'

Escape from the deep end
All these days find myself on the weak end
Man I'm tweaking
Await that fucken peak and
There's pie in the sky
Wonder if I find my smile when I die

(suicide is a symptom)

[Verse 1]

Sparking up another thought, I bark up the wrong tree
As another leaf falls it's so apparent to me
The dark my son, the light just burns
Skin another demon maybe meet my maker to maybe learn
Gain access to knowledge to learn why everything feels like it turns
Around every failure in sight, pause for a second
Coz everything is falling back to "I wanna kill you" again

Alright alright
I'm so fucking sick, let's get this cash
Splash on anything that your mind could grasp
Bottles on bottles we playing tetris with models
Some days I hate that I love it
But no cheque could lift a soul once it plummets

So what do you do it for
Put two and two together
Pill popping it really adds up
Drinking til I drown , man overboard

[Break: LeberOidua]

'The tendency to seek relief from unpleasant realities
What's that supposed to be
I mean
You've got drugs
You've got liquor
It can be anything
Escapism's not really a bad thing'

[Bridge: Curtis]

Step aside
Wait for the ride
If you survive
Well at least you tried

But about all those lies
And the truths you kept inside
Eclipse the light you're bound to find
I'm bound to find
The peace of mind
The pieces I
Can't put together
Never fair but
The dark I've become accustomed to
Everything you wanna be in the mirror I see it in you

I see it in me too

I look up
But another storm brews

[Verse 2]

Escape for a second
Maybe wait for some reverence
I'ma take til I get it
Heavy burdens I'm tired of this waiting
Just tired of anticipating
Stare into the mirror to find my greatest
Enemy with me in his sights yo will I make it
Everything going right only when I'm faded
Jaded with this wait to make it
Maybe if I blow out my brains to be a star then I'll be your favourite
But this hunger eating me alive success like Wes I'm craving
In the worst way ,the demon to all your flawed dreams
Step away from the mirror nobody to hear me when I scream

The deafening silence
All the mental violence
The sick shit I give em
Ending it not a choice, it's just a symptom