Shut-In

Remember in the living room just bussing it up
Laughing bout how Jessie touched me and that fucked me up
I was only nine years old when she took me up
I was only nine years old at least I think I was
My memory a little hazy when I think about it
But that’s root of all my problems
Constant sex addiction, as a youth I sipped the fountain
Sucking on her titties, I left a little hickey
Yeah it’s fucking sickening, but nigga this sticks with me
And this the truth that I’ve always known
Triggered ain’t the word when I’m walking through my home and I’m
Sitting in my room, I wanna be alone
Might just fuck anothеr girl that’s been hitting up my phone
Baby girl you don’t want these problеms
I’m fucked up in the head, and I’m addicted to the drama
And when we fuck, please don’t use no condoms
Like to keep the feeling raw like we up in Sodom

Can we see it eye to eye
I’m thinking bout the summertime
I don’t go outside, because I’m thinking bout another time
Never liked the neighborhood that I grew up on
Rather box me in, while I play another song
This street block feel just like a cell block
Nigga down the street stole my wristwatch
So I fucked his sister for the get back
But the nigga never knew, that why her shit fat
And this the ghetto cycle that we steady living in
We moving through the days, as we bathing in our sins
My nigga got a charge now he’s sitting in the pen
When will this shit ever end?