Shut Down

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson

You left me with hurt feelings
Laying in my bed just staring at the ceiling
Not sure where to go, Nor what to do
Anything to stop me from thinking bout you

Yeah
I love you id always tell her
Her leave me? I thought it'd be never
I was hurting from May to December
Like it was yesterday, ill always remember

Started '21 new year, new me
On the pain I relapsed I could not stay clean
Who knew it could hurt this bad as a teen
Dead inside but it remained unseen

Drifting apart with all the stars
Wearing my hoodie to hide the scars
Falling in love it was all my fault
I hope she don't miss me now that I'm gone

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson

I been stuck with my thoughts
Lights always off, I live in the dark
Haven't seen the sun, its been a few months
Since The last time I saw you, down at the park

Deleted my socials, shut out my friends
Deleted your number, blocked your Instagram
I wrote you a letter, but it never got sent
All I feel is pain, I just want it to end

I want it to end, its getting so old
My desk stacked high, with cans and bowls
I dont wanna do none, gave up on my goals
Got no motivation, girl ive lost all hope

Happy as a dream, but now its a nightmare
I call to god, but he dont answer my prayers
Yeah, now my life's a nightmare
I call, but he dont answer my prayers

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson

Lately I been feeling shut down
Like all the time, no I'm not fine
You've crossed the line for the last time
Now I gotta write these lines to get

You off of my mind
I put in work but you never did yours
I put you first, you put me second
I guess you can that it taught me a lesson