​show my tears

[Verse 1]
I'm not an object for to dismantle and build again
I'm not getting stronger my addictions are the evidence
Make so much time and they can't give me a second
I leave the room, they enjoy the lack of my presence
I'll walk down the hall, avoid the scene, get rid of my essence
Treat me like a bitch and I'll be back with a weapon
Bad nights end with close saves, I call them blessings
I can barеly make it through the pm when my chеst stings
Fall down gotta show 'em life, can teach the best things
What I learned so far is that, it's never too late to start
Don't hope the best for the acquaintances that tear you apart

[Verse 2]
I can't really help, but feel my life is going nowhere
Hold on just a minute can you please stay here?
Made it to eighteen, but no one told me that it snows here
Fold so many times, but I'm never gonna show my tears
I really thought I was in the clear
Don't fall out of love my dear
If you do then be sincere
You kept me calm in times like this you're gone
I miss your lazy yawns late at night with tv on
And the bunker is where I'll remain
Don't get too close we're not the same
Sometimes I wanna detonate like I was a C4
I don't really wanna die yet, I wanna see more
All I know is I don't wanna go there to the door