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Revenge is something dear to my heart
Yeah
Revenge is something dear to me
To me
Revenge is the cause of my pain and my feelings
Revenge is the cause of all of this hidden
Hidden truth between the lies
I see the truth inside your eyes

How many times will i have to rewrite this verse
For the pain to come out of the words
You tell me its not true
But staying with you seems like its for the worse
I know
I make promises and break trust
So how would you feel if i gave up
How would you go through a bad night
How would you get through a break up
How would you feel if i gave up
How would you feel if i faked love
I said how in the past tense
But right now isn't made up
What about all those times
I saw pain in your eyes
You wanna leave anyway
You know i can’t say goodbye
I need shoulders to lean on
I need someone to bleed on
Just in case i bleed out
I need you to help me respawn

Shoulders
I know you were never sober
All i ever needed was
A pair of shoulders to lean on

The truth inside the pain id caused
Every night tho i had lost
Lost the time
Imagine prophecies
From the one above

You told me that it was a business
There was no relation in it
But how am i supposed to feel
When you come and try to end it
We all have our own issues
We got issues
Yes i get it
You had terms and i got with it
We share friends who share some friends
Who want a piece of the truth and it
Feels like i can do nothing it
Hurts my feelings like i hate this
All the chills and all the children
All the feels and all the feelings
Would you please come and get them
Worshiped you like my religion
That's abandoned
Where's my answers
Met my grandpa
Yeah he passed
He had cancer
I came from humble beginnings
And i hate it when your winning
Cause i become the victim
And you lose all of your feelings
And i punch the wall
Until it shatters the ceiling
So i feel so tall like i’m walking on stilts
So let me take them off
What was the cost
Of all of the pain that we caused
Is it karma coming back to bite our behind
Was it even really our fault
I could say yes or nah
But my
Issues add up and i count down the list
All i can do is frown at it again
Because i know what it means when you truly sin
My heart it just likes to blow in the wind
So as long as i pretend
And as long as i live
Ill tell you the truth about everything then

Im not even who i say i am and that's to the end
Let me say it like i did
All over again
All over again
I said
Im not how i seem and that's
Just till the end
Now let me say it like i did all over again
My heart is exactly how it feels to sin
All it does is just blow around in the wind