Shoulda listened

[Verse 1]
Alone
By myself
In a room
Full of doubts
Should I do this?
Should I not?
Why is it wrong to wish another
Harm?
A swarm of pain
Crossing
Through my head
My friendships dead
Left to myself
Put on a facade against others like a pelt
A second skin to cover myself from the pain
I’ve felt, been given, and sometimes dealt
All I ever feel is alone now
Wish I could just grow now
Because at least then I’d be alone
And still have money
At least I’d be the outsider and though I wasn’t strong
I could drown my sorrows one by one
But though I may scream my rage out through my lungs
It doesn’t change the fact that I’m still
Alone…
Alone

[Chorus]
Eternal love
Unending Grace
Never forget the day
That the light hit my face

[Verse 2]
Wait give me a sec
Let me stick out my neck
I drown too often when I should be on break
Should realize I could feel great
If I open myself to the joy in life
Don’t need to push through on my own might
Follow the light
The open door
A way out of the dark
A way for the lost and poor
Because no matter how rich you may be
It doesn’t compensate for poverty
In your soul
And you never feel whole
Until you realize that you aren’t your life’s goal
You, aren’t your life’s goal
You, aren’t your life’s goal

[Chorus]
Eternal love
Unending Grace
Never forget the day
That the light hit my face

[Verse 3]
I haven’t been listening to the Lord like I should
Have difficulty seeing what bad, what’s good
Can’t find the difference between right and lewd
But I can break up all this mood
This mire of self pity
It’s not dependent on me being witty
Pretty
Powerful and have a ton of money
It’s dependent on The Lord, My God
The great I am
I have no need to be alone
No need to take control
Because he
Has the perfect
Plan