Short (Suckish Intro)

[Verse 1]
I'm sorry nigga but inspiration's a bitch
Already cussing whenever I get to spit
The true shit, the weirdo rapper about to spit?
Of course now everybody, you know who you fucking with
Shawn May, yeah that mediocre nigga
But everybody like yo I'm fucking wit you nigga
Where the fuck was you when I was five years old?
When them little fuck kids left me out in the cold?
Steady calling me a lame, yeah they put it bold
Yet I was hanging with niggas who pops ain't had a hold in their heart
Them niggas been there from the start
They steady fucking with me though we miles apart
Yea, I'm keeping it short
Yea, I'm keeping it simple
You should know the reason why I chose this instrumental
As a weirdo rapper and a laid back kid
You should know why people steady fucking with this
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[Verse 2]
I see myself in a mirror
Looking at the person but there was too much to differ
Feeling bigger than Clifford,but thinking smaller than Jimmy
Leading people like Tommy, but acting dumber than Timmy
Turning into a menace
Showing no type of penance
Looking to the sky, I'm thinking like John Lennon
Asking to be wonderful, enjoying my life
That's the reason why God said to pick up a mic
I'm feeling like Mike, the thrill of the night
Steady slashing my demons with the J's on tight
It's a wonderful kind of day, you feeling it right?
Looking back at my self, the feeling is nice
Beautiful music is my passion in life
As a apathetic weirdo, you would've thought twice