Shipwreck

[Verse 1]
Wake up at seven on Monday
My 9 to 5 feels like a nightmare
Spend all my money on payday
Send help, I'm losing the plot here
What is left of me?
The pressure has messed up my mind and youth forever, and I still
Get up at seven on Mondays
I'm buried in work
I'm going nowhere

[Pre-Chorus]
The truth is I think we're wasting away
I think we're wasting away
And I'm not okay

[Chorus]
No I'll never be you
I'd rather drink some toxin
Lock myself in a room
And be forever boxed in
Drowning myself so bad
Till I'm a shipwreck
No I'll never be you
Yeah I got other problems

[Verse 2]
Breaking my habits to repair
My broken heart dies
Send me to rehab
Don't wanna bow down no longer
Detox my life
Yeah you don't see that
What is left of me?
Got bitter
It messed up my mind and youth forever, and I still
Wake up at seven on Sundays
I'm sipping on poison
Need a clean cut

[Pre-Chorus]
The truth is I think we're wasting away
I think we're wasting away
And I'm not okay

[Chorus]
No I'll never be you
I'd rather drink some toxin
Lock myself in a room
And be forever boxed in
Drowning myself so bad
Till I'm a shipwreck
No I'll never be you
Yeah I got other problems

[Bridge]
Two-faced
Dancing on tables on weekends
Next step, smoking the devil, forget to repent
Avoid conversations, I don't wanna know
Survived, next drink, 1, 2, let's go
Don't make me realize
All the things I left behind
Noose tied to the anchor
This ship's kamikaze suicide

[Chorus]
No I'll never be you
I'd rather drink some toxin
Lock myself in a room
And be forever boxed in
Drowning myself so bad
Till I'm a shipwreck
No I'll never be you
Yeah I got other problems