Shimmer

I'll be struggling again
I just always gravitate to the wrong kind of man

Follow my words as they shimmer from blue to grey
Some days my words, they ain't got much to say
Loving just hurts going over [?]
Thinking something was my fault
Guess you [?] to my face

Usually, I got to give, in return, you're taking my [?]
I try to forgive but you can shimmer all my life
I say again and again [?]
I learn to move on
Follow my words, as they shimmer from blue to grey

I try to forgive, but you can shimmer one more time
I say, loving just hurts all this back-and-forth is insane
Follow my words as they shimmer from blue to grey