She’s gone bc i’m a narcissist

(Tell me is it bullshit)

Hello?

Yeah, stay from out the headlights
I guess you seem to like it when I spread lies
I know you check your phone under your bedside
So let's not act like we don’t know the rest like
If I see her again, fuck telling her we're friends
I'm telling her the things that’s been on my head ever since
Done making these amends
I'm tired of the trends
I wanna lеt you know that you're the only one still

You don't see mе
And I can't force you to see the things I see
And I can't force you to breathe the air I breathe
Don't wanna see your life if you are not with me
And I said

I got like three girls in my phone
I want them to leave me 'lone
Kinda hard getting your attention if I keep chasing these hoes
But I’m so scared of committed that’s why I keep them along
How can I say that I'm simping if I’m pimping on the low?

You don't see me (I've gotta judge that I got it)
And I can't force you to see the things I see (I miss the feelings that’s prodded)
And I can't force you to breathe the air I breathe (Too scared of making a profit)
Don't wanna see your life if you are not with me
And I said ("Don't say you love me", I got it)

I don't make sense (I don't wanna know where you been at night)
Take me back to the feeling I miss (Or who you're seeing at night)
You moved on hope you're happy with him (It's been weighing in my head)
He will never treat you like I can (I don't wanna mess with you if someone else is laying in your bed)

Even though I'm arrogant, he can't treat you like I can
Even though I hate your friends, he can't treat you like I can
Didn't wanna be your man, but he can't treat you like I can
Even though he's better for you, he can't treat you like I can
So please don't fall in love with him
I'll treat you better than that man
And I will treat you like
And I will treat you like

Can you stay alone?
I won't say you won't
I keep running around with the same hoes
I think my satisfaction is staying low
I think it's out fashion to stay, no?
So I pass it aside like the rain goes
Then I let it ride out like Durango
I'm the one that keeps letting the pain go
I don't know if it's mental awareness
I keep texting your phone I keep knowing your staring
I gotta play my code
I've been chasing the feeling that's old
I know where I want to go
I wanna go down memory road
I wanna go down memory road
I wanna go down memory road

I see everything you seen up in my eyes
Don't tell me baby, everything you said to me was lies
I guess we're both one and the same
I keep on lying to my brain
I keep on tell you I changed, but I haven't
'Cause that requires habits
And I don't think I'm used to not being so dramatic
Are you the one to prove to, I can be more ecstatic
But I don't care to lose you
Hurting something that I'm used to